Some people are buried under so much pretence, it's very hard to find the message they're trying to put accross (if, indeed, there is one)...it makes you think twice about how much effort you're putting into 'just being yourself' - but isn't that effort, in essence, the driving force behind the pretenceyou pretend not to hide behind?!?
Hiding behind an air of indifference...the ridiculous contradiction here is that that same indifference is exemplified through a facade of excited recognition of another person of your status and up to your standards...But what standards are those? What part of your definition of a good friend, or even just a decent person, is inclusive of the everlasting importance of honesty...dignity...self-respect...(outward respect, for heaven's sake)...esteem...No! But what of the everlasting importance of outward appearance?! Self-importance?! Connections?! By all means, don't leave those things out!I'm drowning here...
& I'm liking it...
Save me?
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