What thinketh you?
selected works of the self-indulgent rantings and ravings of a deranged pseudo-feminist...(and works she admires) and, no, I don't take myself too seriously!
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Rise Above
I'm taking a stand that doesn't really matter to anyone...Does anything anymore?
What have we brought ourselves to? "It's the state of the age" - Yes, and we're the masters of this morally void destiny.
A person's word used to mean something. There were consequences beared for every action. "You lie, cheat & steal, and I tolerate it"...and I tolerate it...
No one questions themselves anymore. No one stands up to say they were wrong. Not when it really matters. (And not that it really matters, anyway).
How refreshing it would be, though, if there was a reason for every action, and a sense of reason behind every word spoken.
Where's my reason for all of this?
Don't choke on your words, now.
Take a deep breath (1......2......3......)
And speak freely
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Can You Hear Me?
Alright, so I'm a Muslim, but religion is a wholly separate matter from spirituality. WHOLLY separate. Holy - separate? Hehehe.
I believe in God.
Did I stutter?
Do I need to elaborate?
I believe in God.
There's no question mark there......not to say that questioning faith wasn't the thing that led me to belief in the first place.
So, question things, learn and be taught, ask away!
But then let go of the ifs and buts and maybes - acknowledge and embrace the knowledge of a higher being; don't be so self-important and cynical...they're ugly traits in a person. Question things to the point where there's nothing left to question and then accept things for what they are (congratulations! You've made it several steps ahead of blind faith and empty belief).
Why, then, do we still argue?
Your arguments are weak, human! Let go of your science and logical paradoxes and transcend, TRANSCEND!
Don't try to file everything away, we're talking about SPIRITUALITY here (let's not get into religion, I've a whole other bunch of theories on that).
Where does your precious logic come in when it comes to matters of the other realm? Of the divine?
I don't believe in blind faith, either, and I've had my doubts about God (haven't we all? It's a part of that quest to a higher understanding), but no longer...
Don't forget to seek truth in everything, and don't tie yourself down to these simplistic theories: Argue both sides and see where it takes you (never forget to see from all perspectives).
And then breathe. You've found all the answers you'll need.
Musing on Muses (It's Amusing!)
My muse? It stems from a completely selfish place! A need for self-preservation (specifically, a need to stay sane to survive!).
See, unfortunately most of my writing starts with a blunt emotional kind of pain (a lump in my throat, a ten ton anvil on my chest, a pounding thick feeling in my head) - nothing cures that better than a well-written piece of poetry (a well-placed word in a well-formed sentence) - and all else falls into place!
In sum: experience; it all boils down to experiences.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Say Goodbye
Looking out my window for days
Black out for days
I'm in a daze
Knowing there's not much of me left
Not much is left
So little depth
Cursing what I think of myself
I'm by myself
No one to help
Wave and say goodbye to me now
Goodbye for now
I take my bow
Consolement (in Reverse)
I can handle myself just fine
I always have
But thanks for your dishonest sympathy
Or whatever it is, I guess
I've been through this time after time
& time and a half
So thanks for your empty empathy
Half-hearted, at best
This feeling has always been mine
& so I laugh
Laugh off your unintended hypocrisy
But I don't mean to jest
& don't worry - I don't intend to judge you
Or think any less
& don't worry - this feeling will be gone soon
But thanks, I guess...
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Succubus (The Beginning)
Succubus, so evil in their eyes
No doubt a woman, forlorn
What did he do, love,
That left you oh so torn?
Convenient scapegoat
I'm sorry for what they say
They've come to despise you
Blame away, blame away
Woman: a villain, historically
A seductress, a tease
I laugh hysterically
Is that what succubus is?
Woman: created of man
To better what he was not
Woman, who will better you
For what you have not?
Flawed by nature, human
So she's taken it ten steps further
Became that man-trap of desire
So no one now may hurt her
Human, no longer; a demon incarnate
Complete with hatred, fangs and horns
Hold back those tears, Succubus
And transform, transform